My father's funeral --
old friends call me
by my childhood name
His ashes damp
we wandered behind our house
in the night snow
on the pond
The froth of white caps
blowing backwards
in a plume --
how he loved this moment
At Durgin-Parks restaurant
I eat the same
halibut, cornbread
as my grandfathers
Walking past
the orphanage playground --
my wife and I talk
of having a child