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Doing Yoga, Learning French

HEATHER DAVIS

I did a little bit of Yoga with my mother when I was young. It was fun pretending to be a lion or a fish or a snake. The best exercise was when you had to scrunch your face up and stick out your tongue.

I learned a bit more in my high school drama class, but for years I had wanted to take an adult course. Now that I was living in Quebec, I didn't let the mere fact that I didn't understand the language stop me.

I signed up for Le Yoga.

It was a dream class -- the people were nicer than I could have imagined. When they discovered I was English, they all talked to me -- in French and in English.

"So," they would say, "You moved to Drummondville from British Columbia. Why?"

I was a little concerned about being flexible enough. After all, I couldn't come close to touching my toes. But whenever the teacher attempted to introduce a move suitable for a contortionist, they would laugh to say, "as if!" or clap to say, "good show!"

This much I understood.

Also, the mantra: "Je suis la force dans mon universe."

And "inspire, expire..."

Sometimes, when we were lying on our backs, I was less than relaxed, with one eye open to make sure I didn't "detente" too much and miss the next movement. But if I did, the teacher would come over and gently show me how to do it. Everyone understood -- I was language-impaired.

I learned to sit up 'droit', tell my 'droit' from my 'gauche' hand, hug my 'genous,' and massage my 'chevilles.'

I was happy -- and definitely learning some French. But I learned other things, too.

I learned to feel my body -- the blood rushing around inside your arms when you hold them over your head.

I learned that staring at a tiny dot on the wall could help me balance on one foot like a tree.

I learned to lose myself in the stillness. "Ne bouge pas!"

I learned to bend and stretch, and to use my hands and my feet like a child. I learned to feel the ground beneath me.

I learned that sometimes when you're still, disturbing thoughts sneak into your head. I learned that some evenings I could relax while other times it was an impossible task.

I began to appreciate the beauty of small things -- the beauty of now and today, not tomorrow and later.

During the extended 'dentente,' I would listen to the gentle snoring emanating from the guy who always fell asleep, and I would think about the wisdom of the day. I would become philosophical -- translating the quotation every possible way, wondering how exactly she meant it, but never asking.

The last day, it was pretty simple and I understood -- more deeply than I would have before the course.

You are what you eat. (This one I had heard before) You are what you breathe. You are what you think. You are what you do.

If this is true, living in Drummondville, I should be French in no time -- and if I keep doing Le Yoga, I will - hopefully -- be relaxed, too.

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